Olie Update

And my prediction is true. Olie turns out to be exactly like his mother. A diva.  As this dog is getting older, the hyper and hard headed he become. I dont like what he turned out. If there’s only a psychologist for dogs, i would likely to consult one. Perhaps it has something to do with his gender.. As what i’ve noticed, male dogs are more aggresive compared to a female who are reserved. And true to its characteristics is Olie. He is so hostile and very destructive. I will often see him destroying something, wether its a slipper, plants or something that he see that’s worth destructing. And i find him really weird since he likes eating charcoal. Would you beleive that? And it seems like his digestive system responds well on that. Just notice how he behaves in this picture. So menacing. olie and moccaThe other dog i’m carrying on my right is his sister, Mocca. As oppose to Olie, Mocca is very adorable and well behaved. I couldve pick Mocca rather than Olie if given a chance. But then my sister doesnt have a choice. But nevertheless, i still love Olie, he will always be my little boy.

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This coming Sunday, my sister and i are planning to give this dog his first vaccination. So in case, he bites us, we are safe.

Pink or Yellow?

i was invited by my good friend Tina to come in her husband’s birthday celebration later today. and i was surprised to know that there will be a dress code. all those invited should wear a pink or yellow shirt. what the f ***?

of course, if you know me, you wont see me wearing this colors. not that i dont like it, i just dont have the guts to wear them because of my complexion. i tried wearing them when i was a kid but then those colors doesnt blend well with my complexion. they’re so striking that it make me look darker.

but then, just to please my friend, i would be wearing one of those colors. my main problem is, i don’t have one. have to look for one later. its just that i hate spending my money for a shirt which obviously i’ll be using once.

Farewell, King of Pop

i am not a fan nor i hate this man. but i have a high respect for this guy, given all his contributions in the music industry. he is the musical influence of many singers known today such as usher, chris brown and justin timberlake to name a few which i am a fan of.

i was born during the 80′s where he was big, but my musical inclination is not yet roused at that time  it is only in the middle of the 90′s where my fascination in music grew. where pop music dominated the airwaves. and that time,  i already know who the guy is. of course, he is a household name. who would not know michael jackson the king of pop, his songs which he is famous for such as thriller, black and white, beat it, and billie jean?

his single from his invincible album which came out early of 2001, you rock my world,  is my favorite song of his. i’m sure many of you will not agree with me since he has songs that are definitely classics and big hits. but let me remind you again that i am not a fan, and i just started liking him when he came out with this song. that’s when it all started. and i have then listened to his songs before, the classic ones, the songs which made him the king of pop. and made me realized that he is worthy of the said title.

i have been hearing that he has plans of making a comeback this year. he have announced earlier this year that he will return giving live performances.  he also have collaborated previously with akon, will.i.am and kanye west for the re release of his album thriller. i must say though that i am waiting for his comeback and how will he redeem himself, like mariah carey did, since his 2001 supposedlly “comeback” fell short to expectations. but this comeback will not be possible because he is now gone.

for sure the man has his own share of scandals and controversies but i hope all of this can be put in rest now. let’s just hope that his family will be able to cope up with his loss. and hopefully, whenever we mention his name, we can think of him as a singer who somehow touched the lives of many, not the man who has gone from black to white or the baby dangling daddy and some form of mockery. he will surely be missed, but definitely his legacy will live on forever.

A wake up call

i am now in the point of getting sick and tired of my job. after 5 companies that ive worked for which is in the same field, i cant get myself to be motivated again. i know that this is just a phase that i am going to that i have been experiencing several times, but then, i cannot focus myself at all to work. first, there’s nothing here that can motivate you. second the job is really tiring and really stressful. third, its the shift which i really hate. feels like i am just going to work not because i want to, but because i have to.

for sure, it has something to do with my lost love who i share this same company that i am in. thank God that we are not at the same department or else, going to work will be hell for me. to see that person who crushed and broke your heart is something that i cannot bear. perhaps i just need to start again with a new company, a new environment so that i could get going on again. its just that me and my former love share a lot of memories in this company. and everytime i am here, i cant help but to think about everything we have started  here. i just want to move on and forget everything i shared with my love. how i wish that there is a medication we can take to forget a certain part of our life that we can lost forever.

i am now thinking to try field work, a medical representative to be a good example.  i have now assesed myself that i am not an office person, where i will work on an 8 to 5 job, sitting on his desk all day doing the same pathetic job on a daily basis. for my new work, i want something new.  i want to own my time, that i could still go and enjoy work and to meet new faces at the same time. or a bank job. perhaps it is now the time to utilize what i have earned as a degree in finishing college. a job that is stable enough that will last a long time and provide me a living.

i am now 25, started working when i was 21. my colleagues are now all successful. some are successful in their jobs. some are successful making their own living. some are successful in having a family of their own. and contrary to what they have, i have nothing. no money, no investment, no savings. doesnt have anything to be proud of. i have plans of settling down before i reach 30, and with the kind of life i have right now, my future for sure doesnt look bright for me.

i have to think of my future, for me and the family that i will plan to raise, before it’s too late.  it is only me who can tell what are my limits and i know i am capable of anything. nothing is impossible. anything can happen. i know i can put this all of my plans in action.

Memories of my childhood

My little sister and i were flipping thru the pages of our album when we were still kids. Looking at this pictures made us realize that we are now grown ups. This particular picture is my favorite.  As far as i remember, it was my uncle who took this picture. After striking a few pose, i suddenly felt uncomfortable posing in front of the camera and this was the outcome:

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I am so proud that i finished with honors (third) when i was still in kindergarten. Makes me think what happened why i was’nt able to harness my intellectual ability. Some of my pictures on that day:

with medal

 

groupie

And this is the stage where i have first experienced love. Was fortunate to have a picture taken with the girl i was infatuated with. Her name is Gladys but i dont know what happened to her now. Have’nt heard of her whereabouts since her  family have moved somewhere else.

first love

 I’d like to thank my little sister, Mae Ann for doing the scanning and doing the advancement on these pictures. I love you sis ;-)

A must have drink for graveyard shifters

Being in the kind of job i have will really wear you out. Talking to a lot of people (minimum of 70 persons per day) will really stress you. Especially if you render shift on a graveyard.  Being assigned now on a graveyard shift, makes me want to leave my job. I really hate graveyard shift. Due to the fact that i am a lifeless individual. I am now working on an 8pm to 5am shift. Im still working on this schedule that i have.

Since November last year up to April of this year, i was assigned on morning shifts which i really love. At these months, i feel like i am a normal being. I have a chance meeting up my old buddies, have a chance to go on malls, have to experience traffic jam and most of all have a good night sleep when the moon is up. But as they say, all good things will come to an end and that’s what’s happenming to me.

It’s a nightmare for me having to work in this shift. Not a day that have passed by that i am not sleepy. I sometimes fall asleep during a call. And my team lead would always wake me up reminding me that i am on a call. I really hate falling asleep because i cant be productive as i want to be (talaga lang ha?) :-) .  And then i have discovered this drink that would end my problem in felling sleepy at work:

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Best tasting is the blue one

This drink definitely works for me. It really pumps and boost my adrenaline to do my job well. It really get my sleepy eyes wide open all night. So awake that when i have to go home and have to rest and sleep, it won’t let me. That’s how this drink work its wonder on me.

Canon IXUS 960IS

 This is the newest gadget I have. Not exactly mine, but my sisters’ gadget. But of course, since i am her big brother, im privilege to borrow it occassionally. She only got this 2nd hand and costs her only php9,000.00. I was curious in checking how much a brand new of this kind will cost and it really surprised me (it’s up to you to find out) :-) .  I must say that my sister was able to have the best bargain anyone can have for a digicam.

Have tried taking pictures and outputs are really great and impressive. I’m still getting the hang though of the other features this digicam has with the help of  my sister. This gadget have now stimulated my interest in photography. Makes me want to buy my own. But i’d rather have a DSLR to capture excellent images, soon.

TV Shows you should try watching Part II

Wife Swap.  A  reality program where two families, usually from vastly different social classes and lifestyles, swap wives/mothers (and sometimes husbands) for two weeks. In fact, the programme will usually deliberately swap wives with extreme, polar opposite lifestyles, such as a dramatically messy wife swapping with a fastidiously neat one. Despite using a phrase from the swinging lifestyle, couples participating in the show do not share a bed with the “swapped” spouse while “swapping” homes. Aired locally thru Velvet.

Why I liked the show? This show is an evidence why we should respect our  mother.

 

Keys to the VIP (A Professional League for Players) is a reality-television, comedy game show. The game involves two self-proclaimed players competing against each other to pick up women in a real bar. The two contestants go against each other in rounds to complete different objectives all related to seducing women. Hidden cameras record all the action that occurs, with four “expert” pick up artists judging to decide which of the two contestants did better picking up women during a round. The winner is the contestant that wins at least two out of the three rounds, and goes on to win a party in a private VIP room with a select group of friends. Aired locally thru Maxx and Channel V

Why I liked the show? You will definitely get tips on how women will dig you

 

The X Effect. The concept of this reality show is that a pair of exes – an ex-boyfriend and ex-girlfriend – spend a weekend at a resort hotel, during which time they are given various romantic activities while their current partners covertly watch them. At the end of the weekend, the exes must choose between their old and new partners. Aired locally thru MTV.

Why I liked the show? As they say, first love never dies for most of the episodes.

 

Exiled. Is a spinoff of My Super Sweet 16; the show features eight former Sweet Sixteeners, whose parents are fed up with their entitled behavior. They are sent on trips to places including Thailand, Africa, and the Amazon to see how others live without the luxuries they take for granted. Aired locally thru MTV.

Why I liked the show? This time, you get to see these brats how they will live without the comfort of any luxuries.

 

*Show description derived from Wikipedia 

Movie: Election

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Like Kill Bill,  just can’t get enough of this movie. This was the movie where i started liking Reese Witherspoon. Reese is like my guilty pleasure. I want to tell my friends how i adore her but then too shy to admit it. She’s so incredible and i love her in these film.
I first caught this in HBO when i was still in college. Caught just half of it and i was really sucked into it. Then, decided to rent it at a local video store and it was amazing. Then upon returning the film, decided to bought a copy of it.

The movie chronicles the ever competitive, overachiever Tracy Flick, a senior student at Carver High School running for Presidency at their school. So far, she is the most eligible candidate their school can have for the position, unopposed, not until Jim McAllister, a teacher who has a severe disdain on her entered and ruined her dreams and aspirations. Through the years, Jim was able to know Tracy personally thru his best buddy and fellow teacher Dave, whom Tracy was involved romantically and sexually and came to a point that his buddy was dismissed from the school because of this forbidden affair. Poor Dave since his wife together with their kid left him. And this in mind, Jim started to plot and put a scheme on how to defeat Tracy on her run for the post. Since the setup was in highschool, the viewers will be introduced to the affable, dim witted jock Paul Metzler. Being the jock he is, of course he is popular among the students. Given his polularity not capability , Jim asked him to run for presidency to oppose Tracy. And what’s complicates the story is when Paul’s sister Tammy who is a lesbian, run as well for the same post to extract revenge from his brother and his girlfriend Jessica, whom she has a crush on. As the campaign for the three candidates intensifies, Jim finds himself increasingly embroiled in unethical behavior in order to prevent Tracy from winning the election, while becoming blind to his own  destructive behavior. The rest is to be told in the film

What makes this movie interesting to watch is the plot twists and how the characters were played out thru the film. You get to see shady side of humanity that even the least person we know could be so cruel at times to people that are succeeding in life. Through the use of good comic timing and fast pacing, “Election” never wears out, providing plenty of hilarious situations to keep your interest glued on the screen. One of the few movies that i will definitely watch over and over again.

Daily Conversations 06/16/09

“Ano ang binatbat nina Calayan at Belo sa akin”

-yan ang sabi ng kapatid ko nang makabili kami sa Arlegui ng CS2 Adobe Photoshop application kanina.

And so it began….

I have just created this blog today without any idea of what i have entered to. All i know is that my sister has this where in she’s free to express whatever idea she has in mind. so being the envious  brother that i am, here i created an account on this site that i would most probably visit everytime i’ll have access online… finally friendster, i can leave you alone… yippeeeee!!!!!

missing survivor

DAMN!

i really hate it everytime the reality shows that im watching is including a recap episode for their latest installment… and for this week, my ever favorite SURVIVOR is doing that. dunno why do the this show needs to do that. well, aside from the unseen footages or clips from previous episodes, which doesnt have any impact on me at all (unless they can show SUGAR naked…. perv! hahaha), i cant think of any reason why i need to see the recap given that i’ve watched every episode of this season. im just hoping that in the future, these shows wont include that no more

REVENGE IS A DISH BEST SERVED COLD

last night, i had a chance to watch KILL BILL for the nth time.. thank god that i got home from work early and because of the boredom i have, what a nice way of killing it is to watch the best movie made (for me). aside from the fact that its my favorite and watched it for so many times, i cant help to still have the chills and be amazed everytime im watching it. the plot of the movie is really plain. it tells a story of a bride who takes a gory vengeance on those people who did her wrong. plain, yet what made this movie impressive is that how quentin tarantino was able to make the movie overly violent and bloody.  the movie was made into two volumes, which is not common for a simple story of revenge.

t’was the year 2003 (still in college) when i first caught it in big screen. thank god for my father to hand me extra money so that i can watch it. i also read the movie review on a major broadsheet before watching and that the columnist cant help to say how good this movie was. and one thing he mentioned that caught my attention in his article was expect to see tons of blood.  i was adamant first to watch it because i dont prefer gore and blood in movies im seeing. but i dont know what came to me why this movie was an exception at that time. so there i go, onto the moviehouse expecting that its a good movie. and indeed, it didnt fail me, it also exceeded my expectation on how good the movie was, as what the columnist said. its just not good, its GREAT. given that the blood that was used was exaggerating, it only complimented the effectiveness of the movie. the dilemma I only have when the movie was finished, is,  that i was not aware a 2nd volume will be coming out. so upon showing the closing credits, i’ve said “yun lang yun?”…..

i also remember the anticipation i have for the 2nd volume…. which makes me want to see it more… “Will it surpass the greatness of the first one”?  Good thing though about the 2nd volume is that, i did’nt wait a year for it to come out (not unlike the harry potter series or LOTR) because by early quarter of 2004, the 2nd volume was shown.

i must say though that volume 2 didnt exceed the greatness of the first movie. but it is still a good follow up of the first one. perhaps it has something to do with the narration of the ms.kiddo’s back story and all. i was just expecting for more fight scenes. but it just felt short due to the only outstanding fight scene in the movie was with the black mamba and california mountain snake. so when the movie’s done, i just said “ah ok”..

that was my reaction way back then. but now, given that i’ve aged where i can now appreciate narration in movies, i find the movie really amazing. for sure the director has its way of telling the bride’s story. simple but substance really speaks for itself in this movie.  brutal and ruthless, yet presented in such flawless manner that I can’t help but appreciate its beauty. never a dull moment in this movie. from the first scene to the very last, it wll grip you on your seat and make you never want to leave (unless if its a call of nature). i even bragged and recommended this movie to all the people i know, even to my father. I even see myself letting my kids (soon) watch this movie with them.

to date, this is the best film of quarantino. im still amazed on how he was able to deliver a simple story into an amazing one that cannot be rivalled by any big budget, hollywood flick ever made. i must say he is a genius in his craft. he made this movie such a wonderful experience for me so all priases to him.

starting a clean living

Day 1.

At work.  Simula  na ng pagtigil ko sa yosi ngayong araw. Woke up this morning, drank my coffee and a part of me wants to light a cigarette. Buti na lang, hindi na ako bumili nang yosi kahapon kundi baka napayosi pa ulit ako. Ang hirap, pero alam ko kaya… Its a mind game, and i know how to control it. Tulad ngyon, a minute from now, it will be my first break in work and its my routine to go down and burn my lungs. I think i’ll just stay here or probably not… hehe… we’ll see what happens…..

After  the break.  Success, i wasnt tempted to smoke. Just went down to buy some food. para mangata….

And then came lunch break. TOINK! I failed. Muli, nahalina na naman ako ng sigarilyo. After eating my lunch, i cant help but to buy one. And i must say it was a nice effort by me though. 1 stick was enough to satisfy my craving of it (tila adik eh). Promised myself that it will be the 1st and last stick for the day. Never thought its gonna be this hard.

am i Lost?

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Destiny Calls

Lost is scheduled to return on January 21, 2009 with a three-hour premiere consisting of a clip-show and two back-to-back new episodes

The cast will feature twelve major roles with star billing. Returning from the fourth season are the survivors’ leader Dr. Jack Shephard (Matthew Fox), the fugitive Kate Austen (Evangeline Lilly), mentally unstable millionaire Hugo “Hurley” Reyes (Jorge Garcia), future assassin Sayid Jarrah (Naveen Andrews), grieving wife Sun Kwon (Yunjin Kim), former leader of the island’s inhabitants called the “OthersBen Linus (Michael Emerson) and three-year islander Desmond Hume (Henry Ian Cusick), who have all left the island. Also returning are crash survivor James “Sawyer” Ford (Josh Holloway), former Other Dr. Juliet Burke (Elizabeth Mitchell) and Miles Straume (Ken Leung), a member of the science team from a freighter offshore, who are at the survivors’ beach camp with the majority of the crash survivors. Another member of the science team named Daniel Faraday (Jeremy Davies) is on an inflatable boat just offshore of the island as it disappears. John Locke (Terry O’Quinn) leaves his fellow crash survivors to become the new leader of the Others and is last seen dead in a coffin (under the name Jeremy Bentham) in flashforwards to three years into the future. Furthermore, those who previously received star billing, but will not in season five, include Claire Littleton (Emilie de Ravin), who follows an apparition of her deceased father into the forest and later appears in a moving cabin that is home to a semi-invisible man on the island and Charlotte Lewis (Rebecca Mader), another member of the freighter’s science team. Michael Dawson (Harold Perrineau) and Jin Kwon (Daniel Dae Kim) are aboard a freighter that explodes and will not receive star billing in season five.

The writers have announced that Jin will return to the show in the fifth season; even though actor Daniel Dae Kim does not receive star billing in season five. Kristin Dos Santos of E! has reported that Jin survives and remains a main character in the fifth season. Dos Santos also stated that de Ravin, who plays Claire, will not return as part of the main cast in the fifth season, but will in the sixth and final season. Four guest stars have confirmed that they are returning: Nestor Carbonell will appear as the apparently ageless Richard Alpert in nine episodes, while Cheech Marin is slated to return in the second episode as Hurley’s father David Reyes, François Chau will be back as Dharma Initiative scientist Dr. Pierre Chang and Grant Bowler will reprise his role as dead freighter captain Gault. Matt Webb Mitovich of TV Guide has reported that Sonya Walger will likely return to reprise her role as Desmond’s girlfriend Penny Widmore (and Desmond will remain a main character). According to Entertainment Weekly‘s Michael Ausiello, guest stars Alan Dale and John Terry will continue to respectively guest star as billionaire Charles Widmore and deceased Christian Shephard, but may be promoted to the main cast for the sixth season. Ausiello has also reported that second season main cast member Michelle Rodriguez will return in the second episode as the deceased Ana Lucia Cortez. The writers are also scheduling an appearance by dead islander Danielle Rousseau. The producers have stated that Vincent, a dog who survived the crash and lives on the island will be alive and well through to the series’ conclusion.

Jeremy Davies as Daniel Faraday, Terry O'Quinn as John Locke, Michael Emerson as Ben Linus, Mathew Fox as Jack Shephard, Elizabeth Mitchell as Juliet Burke, Josh Holloway as James "Sawyer" Ford, Yunjin Kim as Sun Kwon, Evangeline Lilly as Kate Austen, Jorge Garcia as Hurley Reyes, Rebecca Mader as Charlotte Lewis, Henry Ian Cusick as Desmond Hume, Naveen Andrews as Sayid Jarrah, and Ken Leung as Miles Straume.

from L to R: from left to right: Jeremy Davies as Daniel Faraday, Terry O'Quinn as John Locke, Michael Emerson as Ben Linus, Mathew Fox as Jack Shephard, Elizabeth Mitchell as Juliet Burke, Josh Holloway as James "Sawyer" Ford, Yunjin Kim as Sun Kwon, Evangeline Lilly as Kate Austen, Jorge Garcia as Hurley Reyes, Rebecca Mader as Charlotte Lewis, Henry Ian Cusick as Desmond Hume, Naveen Andrews as Sayid Jarrah, and Ken Leung as Miles Straume.

Ausiello has reported on the casting of new characters, but Lost‘s producers have been known to disguise their new characters during casting with fake names and occupations. Two characters tentatively referred to as “Caesar” and “Ilanna” or “Ilana” will be introduced in the premiere as guest stars, but may be upgraded to the main cast in their second season. Caesar, to be played by Saïd Taghmaoui, is in his late thirties or early forties, is “dangerous, physical and extremely intelligent” with a “dark past” and is “as skillful at charming people as he is at killing them.” Ilana, who is in her late twenties or early thirties, has a “pivotal role” and is smart, dangerous, alluring and “used to getting her own way” will be played by Zuleikha Robinson. Two other recurring characters introduced in the premiere are the attractive Asian “Martha” and the antagonistic, expensive and sometimes friendly attorney “Dan”, who has a “real menace lurking below the surface.” Furthermore, TV Guide has reported that Reiko Aylesworth will guest-star in at least four episodes. Aylesworth will play Amy, who, according to the Hollywood Reporter, is a “smart and successful professional woman with a love for the outdoors who is looking for the right man.”  It was later reported that Amy is a member of the Dharma Initiative.

 

-FROM WIKIPEDIA

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my christmas wish list

Christmas time again. And here goes the list of the things i wish i could have.

1. Spending christmas with my family. Sounds corny but its true. Can’t remember anymore when was the last time that me and my family have spent it together. Given the background that my family has(long story so i’d rather not tell it here), its really impossible for it to happen. But i’m still hopeful that it will happen. How i wish that i’ll have a big bonus to send them all here

2. A cool mobile phone

3. A dog

 4. New game console

5. Home theater

6.  Plasma TV

7.  A laptop

8. Usher’s MY WAY cd

9. An ipod

10. A leather messenger bag

I just wish that at least, one of the above, i can have it by the end of this year or perhaps by early next year. 

=)

Big Friday

After a grueling 6 days of work (supposed to be 5 days only due to schedule transition), i’ll finally have my rest day tomorrow and on friday. Im so looking forward for friday to come because our well deserved 13th month pay will be given out.
yahooooo!!!!!

yahooooo!!!!!

Aside from this, i will have a chance to finally catch survivor gabon on tv. Can’t wait for that bitch Corinne to be voted out. i just hope that the immunity idol that Marcus and Randy thrown at the sea wont be found by Bob and Corinne because if that happens, that’s nightmare fo the rest of them. I’ll just cross my fingers and expect for the worst.
one of the best season ever

one of the best season ever

“PARANOIA, how can you make it work not against you”

Had a chance to catch latest episode of Survivor Gabon last Friday and the show went as what i have wished for. Corinne Kaplan (the bitchiest survivor EVER for me) was voted out.

glad you're out now

glad you're out now

 I was panicked as the castaways need to made a decision on who to vote for when a bluff was played by Corinne and Bob ( a fake idol again by Bob, produced under the assumption that the immunity idol thrown at sea by Marcus was said to be in his possesion). Although I know that Matt was a target by that time, I just felt that its not yet his time to go. Just let the supposed to be power player team be voted out first. It was a revelation as well that Ken strategized again on how to flush the fake idol with the aid of his ally Crystal. But im assuming that in the next episode, his alliance, because of his move will take it against him. What Jeff have said to the castaways before ending the episode is so true. So Ken, please, just dont let paranoia come into your head. You’re doing well playing the game.

Hope you'll nail it this season

Hope you'll nail it this season

My Movies for 2008

 
I just dont beleive myself why i dont go to moviehouses nowadays. Perhaps, it has something to do with the money that i am now resposible in earning. During my college days, I am one of those persons that will go into the moviehouse during the first screening of a certain movie. And I made sure that i must see a movie at least once a week. But those days are long gone, where i used to depend on my allowance (earned hard by my parents) just to watch a movie. Still remember how much a ticket costs me before. But now, cant beleive its that expensive to see a movie. It explains as well why i chose just to see movies on pirated dvd’s to save money. Now, down to the real thing. This is still an UNOFFICIAL LIST of the best movies for me, that came out this year. These movies are the ones i have a chance to see. Still looking forward for some movies that was shown already and will be shown this year and definitely will make its way in this list
 
 

 

*IRON MAN
kick ass movie

kick ass movie

 Another comic book based movie. I dont know, just cant get enough of these characters from comic books where you will have a chance to see them in real time action in the big screen. I must say though that at first, when i heard that Robert Downey Jr. will play the lead role, i laughed. It just dont fit his personality to play the Iron Man. But then, im wrong again. I have underestimated him on how he can portray the character with justice and with coolness. He really nailed it. great story with tons of great humor
 
*THE INCREDIBLE HULK
you don't like him when he is hungry

you don't like him when he is hungry

I prefer this one compared to the Hulk previously released. This one is a better version. Same problem though, that you can still see that hulk is purely cg. Hope that in the future, when technology is more advanced, they can come up with a hulk that is so live and real. Given its flaw, it is still a must see movie especially for comic book fans because its a fun flick and story is also good.
 
*KUNG FU PANDA
Go PO!

Go PO!

Everytime im watching cg animated movies, cant help but to feel like a kid over again. And that’s how this movie made me feel. Jack Black was a perfect pick to voice Po, the protagonist of the movie. Strongly recommended for kids and to kids at heart.
 
*CLOVERFIELD
did they really found us?

did they really found us?

 I just have this love of handheld camera effect in the movie. Made the movie more realistic. The effects were cool as well. Its more of a Barkada flick that you’ll enjoy it more if you have your friends with you wtching this
 
*21
can i be a spotter for the team?

can i be a spotter for the team?

 This movie made me wish to go back in school. To study harder so as to attain good things i want to have in life. Although the effect in me is too far from what’s told in the movie, it somehow made me think, “What if i did study harder and beat out those geniuses in my class, where will I be now?” One thing I learned though, that gambling is really bad. Glad i have never learned it anyway

 

Not yet finished*

My Holiday

Never thought that December will just pass that fast, so fast that im still in a holiday season mood. Given the cool breeze that im feeling every night, worst when i woke up, suddenly, it just feels for me like holiday is just starting. But I have to wake up, and face reality that its a new year.

My holiday experience recently is not the same as what have happened last 2007. That year, my ever dearest aunt was able to send here my 2 siblings from davao and we get to spent christmas and new year with all 4 of us. Without the presence of my mama and papa who was left in davao that time. Sending my two sisters here in manila is just easy because my eldest sister doesnt have any work that time and our youngest was still studying, so it was her christmas break that’s why my aunt was able to send them here. We were happy that time, especially my aunt. Given the spinster that she is, she is always happy especially when she gets the chance of seeing and being with my little sister. I have to say, she’s my aunt’s pet. I am always challenged on how i can make my aunt happy, but with my sister being around, expect her to be out of her comfort zone. But with the most recent holiday, we spent christmas and new year just the 2 of us, me and my aunt which is far different from the previous year. After eating 4 slices of pizza last 24 and my aunt only eating 1, i suddenly became full and fell asleep. Didnt notice what happened to her. She was watching tv that time. Next thing i remember, its already 4am of 25 and everything’s quiet. Damn, just missed it. Had plans kse of calling my family on the eve of christmas. So i decided to give in the pleasure of closing my eyes and floating away.

On that same day, i just spent the day doing my routinary work. since its my rest day, had a chance to catch some movies i missed. Indidana Jones and Kingdom of crystal skull surprised me. My previous mentor and my good friend once told me that the said movie was disapointing., that its just a waste of time and money. The movie turned out good for me. And that the inclusion of alien in the movie is just fair. It didnt exaggerate but complimented the movie itself. Really, beauty is in the eyes of who beholds it. Also had a chance watching The Strangers in the house of my cousin. What’s exceptional in this movie was, i had a chance seeing it in his new plasma tv and home theater which made the experience really good. The only thing i dont understand is why does the antagonist doesnt have any motive in killing Liev and Scott  in the movie. Their only reply is: “Because you were home” which is really pathetic. Any way, the movie was still good though, i had some chills and my heart pounded during confrontation scenes of the characters.

Then later that evening, went to my aunt’s house to spend the night with. My aim as well is to be with my cousin who recently broke up with her significant other. They’re not married yet,  though i was shocked coz i thought they will be forever. But then, she seems like she was fine and have moved on, so instead, had to spend the night drinking and singing my heart out doing videoke with my uncle and his eldest son. I had fun, had a chance to sing songs that i wasnt able to sing before.

Then came new year… which should be the happiest of all holidays. While im waiting for the eve, i just have to wait for the hours to pass by. Made myself busy by doing some chores and that’s it.  Even though i want to sleep that moment, i cant because of the fireworks you will hear everywhere.  Good thing though, when the clock hit the hour of 12, i had a chance watching our neighbor’s firework display which lasted for about 4-5 mins. I just dont get it why do these people wasted their money in buying those.  After this, just had a quick snack and then slept because i need to report to work on that same day.

Thinking back about what happened last year, what i want to happen is a big change in my life this year. i dont know how am i going to make this change. But one thing’s for sure, i am growing and knows better now. I guess that’s all i need for the meantime to achieve this changes im talking about. Thinking as well of saving. This was my last year’s resolution but did’nt push thru. Im getting older so i need to secure my future…

HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE

How can i make myself stop?

I am now concerned with how my body looked like. I dont look healthy, but im not malnourished neither slim. It’s just, im not satisfied with how my body looks. For sure, for peolpe of my age, they will be healthier. Until I came down to the reason why my body is dropping all these years. Because of my smoking. Most of the people who knows me before i started working which was the time i seriously started smoking, (i mean it started in college when im at my junior year but its not that serious) where i can consume 1 pack of 20′s or more in a day, they will laugh at me and say “Adik ka noh?”. Even my mother asked me if im taking drugs. Hell NO. Now, i am thinking of quitting this. I dont know how to start. How can you let go of somethign that you’ve been seriously doing for the past 4 years. I did my research and according to the articles i have read is that quitting smoking is just easy. 

  • Its a mind game which can be difficult at time. All you need to do is to make yourself busy so that you dont think of smoking to pass time by. 
  • Associate yourself with people who doesnt smoke.
  •  Be motivated, think of something that would make you want to stop smoking

Those were some of the numerous things to start with on how i can stop it. But then, everytime i am starting it, i just fail. I really cant help it. Many times i told and control myself not to smoke, but i still didnt.  I dont know how will i do it. But then my father, who was a chain smoker was able to stop it because of  fear, fear that he might have the same case why my grandmother died, because of smoking. I also applied this thought for me stop smoking, but often times i tried to scare myself, i just dont. Somewhere inside me will say, ”bata ka pa at malayo pa mangyari sa yo yung nangyari sa lola mo“. It just feels like i have a bad conscience, instead of telling me to stop, its allowing me to enjoy and to give in. Im giving myself a deadline that this should stop this year or else, i just dont know.

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A great live CD from a genius artist

When You’re Dreaming of a Broken Heart, Vultures, Slow Dancing In A Burning Room, Waiting For The World To Change, Stop This Train……. some of my favorite songs from John Mayer’s last ep Continuum. I never thought that that said album will surpass my expectation. This artist really never fail me everytime he comes out of a new cd.  Indeed, what he said is really true With any trilogy, the third in the series blows it open.” And this album of his, is by far the best album i have amongst my collection.

Then he came out with his latest live album, Where The Light Is: Live in Los Angeles where some of the above mentioned songs was included. I have his previous live cd’s such as Any Given Thursday and As/Is but i never enjoyed a live album of his as much as i have enjoyed this.  It was a wise move for him to cut down the songs in the album into 3 parts. For a light, vibrant sounding John Mayer, for sure you’ll enjoy the acoustic set. For blues and jazz, you can have the John Mayer Trio. And lastly, for pop and rock tunes you can have it on Band Set.

Even live or in studio, John is really exceptional. Genius. My god in music. I just cant beleive his gift and love for music. Wish i could have some of his ingenuity. He was able to include new tracks as well such as In your atmosphere and his cover of Free Fallin’.  Definitely all songs in the cd are great. Im not being biased that’s why i get to say all this, not because he is my favorite. But for sure any person who does’nt know or do’nt have the slightest idea of who he is, will definitely love and enjoy his music upon hearing this cd. Good job on this John. May you live forever and create hundreds of beautiful songs you can share this world.

A BAND THAT’S WORTH YOUR EAR

The film A Walk To Remember is my first exposure to Switchfoot.  Then decided to bought the soundtrack and found myself immensed on their songs included in the cd. Until December last year, I decided to buy myself as christmas present their hits compilation, The Best Yet. It chronicles the bands’ greatest songs from their previous cd’s. All tracks in the cd are definitely beautiful.

The cd comes wit a dvd that will chronicle bands' music videos. Commentaries are also included

The cd comes with a dvd that will chronicle bands' music videos. Commentaries are also included

The band plays great music. Its lyricist, Jon Foreman is definitely skilled in writing positive and convicting songs. Though they are a Christian band, feels like youre not hearing on that reference at all. One of the foreign underrated bands here in our country and definitely should also find its place in mainstream music. I just dont know why radio stations cant even play their songs, its like their songs are treasure burried somplace hidden, waiting for somebody to find it. A must for any contemporary music collection.

System Downtime

Definitely the best thing that will happen in the nature of my work. Being in this job can be really tiring at times. Given the same, old, daily routine you need to do, having system downtime can be a great escape out of my usual work. Of course, you will feel joy because you dont need to do anything except do your opening and downtime spiels. During this times, expect people to be loud and small talks or even big talks among employees will happen.

Downtime has two kinds. 1st kind is, it is where the system provided by the company you’re working for is currently maintained for a minimal hours. 2nd kind is, it is where the applications and tools provided by the account on the company you’re working for is the one that is currently maintained. Forgive me if that confused you but that’s the best i can do to describe it. And currently, the 2nd kind is what’s going on right now. Good thing is that i was assigned on a account where we are privileged to have access online, to other non related sites that’s why im free to surf and check the wonders of world wide web. And that’s why this blog was created in the first place, whereas when i dont have something usesful to do, i’ll just write stuffs and things in here. Although we are still taking calls, we are in no way, as much as i would love to help the callers regarding their concerns. I just dont know how long this downtime will go, but one thing’s for sure, it will be hell for us once the system’s up and running again. Just recently, a caller cursed me for not being able to help him with his issue. What more, once everything went back to normal. These callers, once they call back will demand everything from us because of this system maintenance. Be thankful if they will be calm but i highly doubt it because at this time, their emotions will be high and wont accept NO for an aswer.  As they always say, “Some good thing never last” . God help me now.

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My New Baby

At last, you're mine

At last, you're mine

I have intentions of getting this, but not this fast. My original plan was to buy it by midyear so that it wont hurt my pocket. Then yesterday, since my route going home would lead me to Gateway, just decided to drop by in I Studio and was shocked how much they are offering for this one. I had been looking for the best deal i can get for a nano and what i thought was the best is so wrong. Offers were 9k on a 8gb nano and 15k for 16gb. At that time, my plans were laid out. I’ll just have myself the 8gb. I was surprised by the price that this store offered me. So without hesitation, went quickly to an atm machine, withdrew my hard earned money that i am keeping and finally decided to get it. It’s so sad seeing that money to be gone at a snap of a finger. But then, no regrets because i have been longing to have this for so long now even when the 1st gen came out.
 
Cant wait for my shift to end so that i can be with my baby. I would pamper it with all the downloads i can have so that we can have good time together. Cheers for more music and fun in coming years. I just hope that you’ll last long enough before a new one will come out

Bob Ong

I have been curious about this guy. Doesnt have any clue on who he is. I have just heard his name from my mentor. And then came forwarded quotes thru sms which i’ll admit makes sense even though it was presented in a jokingly manner. That’s why i google his name and here’s the best article i found. I was directed to an article about him on Sunday Inquirer Magazine.Published on page Q1 of the July 16, 2006 issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer:

 

“CONSIDER him the mass-market mystery man, a publishing phenomenon whose blockbuster book sales are equaled only by the anonymity he maintains. He is Bob Ong—not his real name—the most unusual best-selling Filipino author you’ve never met.”

Pseudoname lang pala yun…..

Here is what can be proven about the enigmatic Mr. Ong: he has written five books, “ABNKKBSNPLAko?!,” “Bakit Baliktad Magbasa ng Libro Ang Mga Pilipino?,” “Ang Paboritong Libro ni Hudas,” “Alamat ng Gubat” and “Stainless Longganisa,” all of which have a combined sales of almost a quarter million.

An author………….

His defunct Bobong Pinoy website received a People’s Choice Philippine Web Award for Weird/Humor in 1998. His books are a favorite among Filipinos of all classes and among students—even if they’re not required reading. He has never appeared at any book launching, not even his own, nor on TV.

How come I wasnt able to read his books? I had philosophy subject and my professor didnt even dropped his name

That Ong has achieved such success in an age when celebrity is often a requisite of effective marketing is indicative of his following. But the fact that he has successfully kept his true identity a secret is even more astounding.

“Even those who know who he is won’t admit that they do,” says Nida Gatus, Ong’s editor at the publisher Visual Print Enterprises. VPE and Ong himself are fiercely protective of that anonymity. Ong only communicates through the Internet. No phone interviews. No photographs. No personal appearances. Ever.

May secret identity pala ang mokong.. Hindi ma-reach…….

At one time, it was rumored that award-winning poet Paolo Manalo is the real Bob Ong. The literary editor at the Philippines Free Press who teaches literature at the University of the Philippines denies this. “I’m flattered that people think I’m Bob Ong but I’m not him,” he says.

Manalo, who actually ran a “Who is Bob Ong?” contest on his blog, offers his view on why Ong is so popular: “Bob Ong is able to articulate the concerns and attitudes of a generation of students who are aware of the very real and absurd contradictions in the world they live in. He writes with the same casual and ironic tone that made his writings on the old website accessible and popular to Filipino readers. The materials he used in his books are those familiar to this generation of Filipinos. One might even call them urban culture lore.”

Patok pala siya sa mga Pinoy………. Bakit kaya?

Writing and being

It could be Ong’s conversational writing style, easygoing yet percussive, with moments of insightful realization. There’s also humor and introspection with remembered details that lead one to believe that he holds the secret of life in the big city, be it in his essays (“ABa”) or in his fiction (“Alamat”). It is ground-penetrating radar of common sense. That Ong derives his ideas from his life in a self-deprecating and thoughtful manner only means that the secret to Bob Ong’s writing lies in Bob Ong’s being.

Most important was Ong’s choice to write in everyday Filipino. “Consider language as a tool,” Ong explains over e-mail. “English would be a saw. Filipino, a knife. My aim is just to peel singkamas (turnip) for merienda. A second language can never replace the first.”

Galing ng point nia ah!…..

Aside from Ong’s own responses, the best information about Ong—or BO as he fondly refers to himself—can be found within the pages of his books.

Even at his tale’s true beginning, it isn’t a prototypical writer’s story. Ong didn’t grow up fancying himself a future author. In fact, he didn’t enjoy writing as a child nor reading as much as would be expected. After a failed attempt at a college degree, he went on to complete a two-year course in a vocational school and another course in writing. Learning, though, is something he loved. Though not a stereotypical reader, he savored books and TV and found that his daily life gave way to pithy anecdotes brimming with perspective.

If it means that he didnt see himself as an author at his young age, it means i also have chance of becoming one as well……… hehehe

“Some of the stories in my books have been written as early as 1999,” he explains. “I am my writing style. I don’t write for decoders of treasure maps. I’m an equal-opportunity writer who wants to be read by anyone who can.”

Ong worked as a web developer and a teacher. And he wrote. His distinctive prose pieces began to be published online, and he put together the first crucial piece in the puzzle: the award-winning Bobong Pinoy website. “I created BP because I needed it for my job,” Ong says. “The twist: although impressed, my boss would’ve fired me had he known I was the one behind it.”

In the process of his getting seriously into writing, Ong’s alter-ego was born. He didn’t coin the name. “Someone else did,” he says. “That somebody mistook me online for someone by that name. It was a light bulb moment days after when I noticed that the name was actually in ‘BobOng Pinoy.’ No tough decisions there.” Through his site, Ong gathered fans quickly.

Another case of mistaken identity… Tsk tsk tsk tsk

New books

Now, the books basically market themselves. Gatus says Ong simply announces that he has a new book coming out in a few months, “and fans would already be visiting bookstores and pestering the clerks, way before the books go to press.” Now, the bookstores themselves call up VPE to verify the rumors of a new BO book in the pipeline. If anything, the prospects of new BO books, unknown identity and all, are better than they ever have been.

Must have pala mga books niya…. Im curious to have one

Meanwhile, Ong is doing what many think isn’t possible in the Philippines: he is living off his writing full-time. Aside from the leap of faith it required, Ong says that writing full-time “depends on what kind of life you want for yourself. Some people don’t mind extreme living conditions so long as they’re free to do the things they love doing the most. I am only writing full-time now because it’s either that or I keep an 8-to-5 job and quit writing altogether.”

And that is one thing Ong certainly does not want to do. He likes that people, particularly students, are reading his books. “It wasn’t intentional but I feel proud of it,” Ong says. “Converting non-book readers from all walks of life is a glorious feat.” He is abashed and amazed by his success and continues to write about the joy of writing.

In that sense, “Stainless,” whose cover is adorned by a chain of pens, is a love letter to Ong’s affection for writing. This is, after all, a book that is dedicated to the trees that surrendered their lives for the book to be published. “It’s the book that talks about the other four and wraps everything up,” Ong explains. “It is no more a book on writing as it is a book on dreams and aspirations.” Among his shelf of books, “Stainless” stands out as being the most personal yet.

Personal and private

Ong likes to say that, aside from very detailed personal information everyone wants to keep private, everything about him can be found in the books. He says that he is nothing like people think he is. “Quiet and oftentimes boring,” he says by way of description. “You wouldn’t see the Bob Ong you wish to meet. Other than stories that tend to be wordy when told in person, I’ve got no other entertaining qualities.”

Gatus adds that Ong “knows what he wants, and is very much in charge of his life. He is very meticulous.” He savors surfing the Net and loves music, and thus spends his time burning CDs containing all sorts of mixes.

One could also consider thinking up new ideas as being another Ong passion. He’s constantly trying to come up with different ways of doing things. Gatus says that the topsy-turvy chapters of “Bakit” were completely Ong’s idea.

“Funny, because I tried that on the school paper before and our adviser just shook his head and said no way,” he says.

Writing is what continues to fuel Ong’s days. “You read, you watch, you observe, you think, you feel—you can’t help it,” he says. “Insight comes from all these. From all these, you write.”

The interest regarding his real identity bewilders Ong. “Some readers won’t give up the idea that I might actually be a group of people and that my personal anecdotes are fictitious,” he says. “I made references to real people, places and events. I’ve already met some of my readers. There’s nothing mythical about me.”

Yet Manalo says that the mysterious duality of Ong’s identity has its own charm: “I’m glad that we have writers who maintain a secret identity and enjoy a fan following. Many of the writers of Tagalog romances hide under pseudonyms.” Further, Manalo points out even if his readers don’t really know who he is, they buy his books anyway. “Maybe this means his identity is not important, it is his writing that matters.”

Possible rewards

The possible rewards of fame have crossed Ong’s mind. “Of course, you also do wonder at times how it feels to be a rock star,” he says. “But I look at fame and success as Frodo’s ring, it’s not for everyone.”

I strongly agree

Instead, Ong devotes himself to remaining productive, hopefully even writing two books a year instead of one. Right now, he is working on this year’s book, a book of “fiction regarding an issue I feel most strongly about.” If you want to know what that issue is, you’re going to have to wait for the book just like the rest of Ong’s legionnaires.

There are several reasons why Ong elected to maintain his secret identity, but perhaps the most essential is that he wants to keep doing what he does the way he wants to. It’s continuing to create on his own terms. “I don’t cope well with big changes,” Bob Ong writes. “It’s just not for me. Fame comes with a price I’m not willing to pay. I just want to write while living the average Filipino life. I don’t want to be robbed of that.”

 I’m definite. I’ll find myself one of his works and discover more of him

Another Bob Ong entry

I’m telling you, this guy is really one of a kind. You’ll either hate or like him. Just look at how he describe love, they’re funny but so true: 
  1. “Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya..”    - If you dont like a person, dont show any motive for that person to love you
  2. “Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.”     - Dont lose something that you cant take seeing held by someone else
  3. “Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.” - Dont hold something if you know that in the latter, you’ll end up losing.
  4. “Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.” - Do not ever hold something if you already have something you’re holding on to.
  5. “Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.” – Like an elevator, why will you still shove yourself in if there’s no space meant for you. You can use other option, the stairs, it’s just that you dont want to
    look at it
  6. “Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din.” – If you’ll wait for someone to flirt with you, nothing will happen. You should initiate it first
  7. “Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang.” – If you love someone and doesnt want you no more, let it go. Perhaps, on the next days to come, you’ll realize you dont want that person. It’s just that that person realized it first before you.
  8. “Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa.” – Let go if you’re not happy anymore. There’s no cure in stupidity, only initiative.
  9. “Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka.. Kaya quits lang.” – If you are not loved by someone you love, dont whine about it due to there are also someone that you dont love but loves you.
  10. “Kung dalawa ang mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Kasi hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una.” – If there’s 2 person that you loove, you have to choose the second. For the reason that you wont be loving someone else if you really love your first.

 

 

 

Pera Pera Pera Pera

Ang hirap talaga ng ganito. Wala kang pera. Hindi ka makakain dahil wala kang pera. Hindi ka makakain ng chips dahil wala kang pera. Hindi ako makakain ng pizza dahil walang pera. Hindi ako maka-lakwatsa dahil walang pera. Haaaay pera…. Kelan ba uulan ng pera? Sana pinupulot ka na lang at nakikita kung saan saan. At nang hindi na ako nahihirapan. I only have 90php in my wallet and i need to survive for 2 more days before payday. Thank God for the leftover food we have sa dinner at may nababaon pa ako dito sa work.  Haaay payday…… sana friday na ngayon.  Para masaya na ang mga taong nagkakanda-kuba sa pagkayod.

Congrats Idol

Katatapos lang ng 51st Grammy Awards kahapon. And of course, i damn missed it. Was’nt aware that they were showing it yesterday. At tulad ng inaasahan ko, ang idol kong si John Mayer, nanalo na naman. 2 awards out of 5 nominations ang nakuha niya:

  • Best Male Pop Vocal Performance for “Say” (From The Bucket List)
  • Best Solo Rock Vocal Performance for “Gravity” from Where The Light Is – Live In Los Angeles

galing galing!

Ang galing mo talaga idol. Da best. Wala kang katulad.  Excited na ako sa bago mong album. At sana makapag concert ka rin dito sa Pinas. At ng mapanood na din kita.

Siempre, may mga favorite artists din ako na hindi umuwing luhaan

  • Coldplay: Best Rock Album, Song Of The Year and Best Pop Performance by a Duo/Group for the song Viva La Vida
  • Ne-Yo: Best Male R&B Vocal Performance and Best R&B Song for Miss Independent

At katulad din ng inaasahan, just what happened for the past grammy’s, some of the award’s recipient, i dont recognize. Kaya ok lang, yun nga lang, hindi ko napanood performance niya. Papanoorin ko na lang sa youtube.

Congrats uli IDOL! Long live John Mayer!

LRT Dilemma

Ang ginhawang dulot ng LRT sa akin ay masasabing maganda. Lalo na sa libo libong taga-tangkilik nito. Biruin mo, galing sa amin sa santolan, sa loob lang ng 20 minuto makakarating na ako sa recto. 8 minuto lang nasa cubao na ako. Malaking gihawang masasabi.  Na kung sasakay ka ng jeep, aabutin ka pa ng bukas ng dahil sa trapik at napakakipot na daan.

Ang problema nga lang sa pagsakay ng tren ay ang mga tao. Ang hindi ko lang mawari ay kung bakit lagi silang nakaharang sa pintuan papasok sa loob ng tren . Sa araw araw na pagsakay mo ng tren, mapapansin mo ang ganitong sitwasyon. Mapapansin mo na lahat sila nakasiksik sa pintuan. Meron pa namang space sa gitna kung bakit dun sila nakaharang . Kaya yung iba, na sana pwede pang sumakay ay sa sususnod na lang na tren maghihintay. 

Ang isa pang problema ko ay yung mga estudyante pag uwian na. Mga estudyanteng kung makapagkwentuhan sa kapwa nila estudyane ay mabibingi ka sa ingay. Animo’y nabili at pag-aari  ang tren sa kwentuhan nila. Wala namanng masama na makipagkwentuhan, yun nga lang kse, nasosobrahan. Sabi nga nila, anumang bagay na sobra ay masama.

New Season of Survivor

 
finally, a new season of survivor will be shown premiering in u.s. on thursday which means local time zone on friday. hopefully, my bet (obviously doesnt have one yet) this season will be the sole survivor.
 
last season is pretty much a disappointment for me. i was hoping it would be ken or crystal that would win but eventually, it turned out to be bob. i just dont like the reality that he won. im sure many fans would disagree with me on this but that’s why this is a free world, you’re free to express your opinion. it’s just that, crytal or ken deserves it. the game is not about being the most kind, trustworthy, reliable individual. you need to outwit and outsmart everyone. and having susie on the final three, finale was such a pain. that’s why i didint watch it. it would be cool if at least ken was in her position in the finale. 
 
i was not able to catch any video clips of contestants this season but will definitely just look for it when the show premiered.

 

Disappointments in my Life

1. Not able to study harder and took the course that i really want.

2. Not able to learn how to play the guitar.

3. Do’nt know how to save money.

4. Dont know how to be a good master to our pets. 

5.  Only good at the start, but can’t finish strong

6. Such a Crybaby

7. Being in this job and the industry i’m in

8. Afraid in going out of my comfort zone

9. Telling everyone i’m fine, but the truth is i’m not

10. Can’t keep up to my words

Tantanan niyo na ako

3 araw na akong asar. Asar sa trabaho ko. Paano ba naman, 3 araw ng queing smen. In the industry’s definition,  it means, hirap. Hirap dahil matutuyuan ka ng laway kakasalita. Dahil sa walang humpay na tawag. Hindi pa natatapos ang tawag mo, ayan at may nakaabang na na tawag. Ganito ang sitwasyon ko ngayon. Gawa ng love season. 2 araw na lang kasi sa Amerika at Valentine’s Day na kaya tawagan sila ng tawagan. Talgang walang humpay. Pang-umaga pa naman ang shift ko. Sa mga pangkaraniwang araw, suwerte na kung makaabot ako ng 20 tawag sa loob ng 8 oras ko sa opisina. Ngayon, nakakapanibago dahil sa dami ng tawag. Kahit ako hindi nakaligtas. Ngayon lang ulit ako nakaramdam ng paninigas ng sikmura dahil kakasalita. P*******a talaga. Gusto ko ng umuwi

Quote for the day 02/13/09

-lyrics from Back To What You Know by NeYo

Your body’s here with me, but your heart and your mind is still with him

Payday Friday

Sa wakas, may sahod na kami. Ibig sabihin may pera na ako. Yipeee! Kahapon pa pala kami sumahod. Mga gabi daw pumasok sabi ng officemate ko. Ayos talaga itong kumpanya ko. Laging advance magpasahod. Di tulad nung last company ko, laging sakto magpasahod.

Ngayong may pera na ako, saan kaya ako dadalhin ng mga paa ko? Naku, kailangan ko pala magtipid. Madaming gastos. Maraming bayarin. Kaya konting timpi muna. Wag sana ako manggigil sa pera.

God, please help me make it through this day

Had a blast during my day off. And today, im taking it’s toll on me. Feeling dizzy and tired at work right now due to lack of sleep.  Was able to meet up old buddies yesterday from my previous work. Had intentions of not going, but then since i did’nt see them in ages, just decided to come. After having dinner and few drinks, i arrived home at 12:30am. And then, have to wake up at 6am to pay our long due electric bill that i was suppose to settle yesterday but didnt due to main office is already closed. Had a long walk from the cubao lrt station going to ali mall and then go back again en route to my work. Imagine the 20mins time i had to settle it, so gallons of sweat already dripping down my body from walking. Good for me, I wasnt late.

Just hoping that my calls today wont be stressful like what i’ve encountered last week which is i must say a hell. Good luck to me

Quote for the day 02/17/09

“You can only take what you can carry”

lyrics from If there’s a rocket tie me to it by Snow Patrol

CD Review: A Hundred Million Suns

I didnt realize that this band already came out with a new ep. Only found this out upon stumbling into a record bar.  I never bought their actual cd. Had to download their songs in my ipod. Cost me 3.00php each song which i felt i was robbed. Anyway, its worth my money though. All songs are definitely good. Outstanding tracks for me were Crack the Shutters, If there’s a Rocket tie Me to it, The Golden Floor,  Set down your Glass, and The lightning Strike which is their longest track to date. Liked this album better than their previous release, Eyes Open because of new material they’ve incorporated to it. But still cant compare the greatness of their cd Final Straw.

A Hundred Million Suns

Rating: 4.2 out of 5 stars 

Quote for the day 02/18/09

“Dont drink and bone.”

- Ben telling friends of Alison from the movie Knocked Up

An Exciting Season of Survivor

And it began, Survivor Tocantins. I must say that it’s a promising season because of the many twists that happened during its first and second episode. What more can you say on not having one hidden immunity idol, but four (if its true what was said in exile island that there’s 1 hidden immunity idol in each tribe aside from the hidden immunity idol during first episode). I cant wait how these idols will be played. And who’s gonna find them. Its too early for me to tell my favorites among the players. Perhaps on the latter episodes, i can assume someone who’s gonna be IT for me. I’m also wanting to see NEW challenges. Hope that they could put up new ones, not like modified challenges, as what they did in past seasons. 

Daily Conversations

Aunt: Jomoi, alam mo na ba na bumaba na ang pamasahe?

Ako: Hindi pa.

Aunt: At alam mo ba kung magkano ang ibinaba?

Ako: Magkano daw

Aunt: P****g i*a!….. 0.50 sentimo lang. Nagbaba pa sila ng pasahe. Mga animal!

Reaksyon ng aking tiya sa bawas pasahe na nangyari last week.

Quote for the Day 02/24/09

But in the end everyone ends up alone

 

-lyrics from You found Me by The fray

Daily Conversation

Aunt: Oh, kinita mo na ba yung kaibigan ng mama mo?

Jomoi: Oo. nagkita kami sa kamuning

Aunt: Eh di pinakain mo man lang sana

Jomoi: Oo naman.

Aunt: Saan naman kyo kumain?

Jomoi: Sa red ribbon lang.

Aunt: Ano naman pinakain mo?

Jomoi: Pasta

Aunt: Hindi mo man lang ako inuwian ng chicken lollipop. Gusto ko yun eh.

Usapan ng aking tita kagabi ng hidi ako nakapgdala na pasalubong sa kanya

CD Review: When the World Comes Down

The album was not i expected it to be. Bored at first when hearing it, but when it played over and over again in my ear, it surprised me. Thought that Move Along was their best, but this is way more better. Songs have catchy melodies that stuck in my head all day long that was able to stand out in its own that you cant find no reason to skip a track.  To sum it up, worthy follow up from the band.

When The World Comes Down

The Bad: Some songs have corny and cheesy lyrics like this verse:

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

But still, album is great

Rating: 5.0 out of 5 stars

Daily Conversation

“Manahimik ka! Namihasa ka na! Sa twing darating ako lagi ka na lang nag-iingay. Akala mo siguro may dala akong pagkain noh? Wala. Mamaya ka pa kakain!”

-Yan ang sabi ng aking tiya kay Michael, ang alaga naming pusa pagdating niya sa bahay kahapon.

Inglourious Basterds

At last, Quentin Tarantino’s new flick will come out by midyear. Premise of the film is as follow as per Wikipedia:

According to The Hollywood Reporter, “two story lines converge: One follows a group of Jewish-American soldiers whose mission is to take down a group of Nazis, and the other follows a young Jewish woman who seeks to avenge the death of her parents by this Nazi group.”

The film will be divided into five chapters:

  • Chapter One: Once Upon a Time in Nazi Occupied France
  • Chapter Two: Inglourious Basterds
  • Chapter Three: German Night in Paris (filmed in “French New Wave Black and White“)
  • Chapter Four: Operation Kino
  • Chapter Five: Revenge of the Giant Face

I’m so excited to see this film. For sure, he has something new for his viewers with this one. Im expecting this to be gory and sadistic given the theme the movie has since its a war film. This will definitely be a cult classic waiting to happen like his previous works.

John Mayer in Ellen

I’m a big fan of John Mayer and especially his music. Since the first time i had his Room for Squares cd, i definitely liked the man and craved more from him. It’s very rare for me watching him being interviewed in tv shows. And now seeing his recent guesting in Ellen, i liked him even more. Did’nt know that there was even a funny side of him. Thought he’s the serious, laid back type of guy. But I am so wrong. Let me share you the highlights of his guesting.

John Mayer Dancing:

And the coolest part:

A revelation for me that he can dance. And what was so funny is that, he sang that song which i really hate. But definitely, its good thing seeing this side of him which i did’nt know existed. Hope you enjoyed this as much as i did.

American Idol 8

Isa sa mga frustration ko sa buhay ay ang pag-awit. Hindi ako sintunado pero alam ko ring kumanta. lagi ko ngang sabi, I know how to carry a tune. Yun nga lng sumesemplang minsan. Ewan ko ba at hindi ko naisip nung medyo kabataan ko pa na hasain ang pagkanta. Natatandaan ko pa nung bata pa ako, na mahilig na din akong kumanta. Dumating pa nga na gusto kong sumali sa church choir namin. Yun nga lng dahil sa pagkamahiyain ko, hindi ko tinuloy. Pero napabilang naman ako sa school choir namin nung nasa elementarya pa. Pagakatapos nun, wala na. Nakahiligan ko na lng ang pakikinig ng musika pagtungtong ng high school at kolehiyo.

At kagabing nanonood ako ng American Idol, hindi ko maiwasang maiingit at humanga sa boses ng mga lumahok.  At tuwing maririnig mo nag mga istorya ng buhay nila, nagsimula na silang kumanta nung mga bata pa sila. At pinaka importante sa lahat ay ang pagmamahal nila sa musika. Napaisip tuloy ako, kung kinarir ko kaya ang pagkanta, katulad ko din sana sila, silang mga pinapanood ko.

Hindi ko kinahiligan ang manood ng American Idol, pinapanood ko lang ito kung may oras at kung maabutan ko. Lalong hindi ko ito pinapanood sa QTV dahil ayaw ko ang GMA7, baka magyabang na naman kse sila sa rating (Ehem!, paumanhin po sa mga taga-tangkilik ng istasyon. Peace tayo :-) ). Masasabi ko na magaling kung sino man ang naka-diskubre ng concept na ito. Dito mo talaga makikita ang kakaibang talento sa pag-awit ng mga kalahok. Ang maganda pa dito, hindi lang yung may mga matataas na boses ang pinagbibigyan, pati rin yung may mga sariling istilo sa pag-awit ay napapabilang din. Sawang sawa na kse ako sa mga mang-aawit na wala ng ginawa kundi abutin ang mga pinakamataas  na tono na hindi nila alam ang sakit nang pakinggan.

At siempre, may mga napupusuan ako na mga kalahok na sana isa sa kanila ang maging American Idol. At yun ay sina :

Kris Allen

Allison Iraheta

Danny Gokey

Hindi mo rin talaga maiiwasan na maialis ang drama sa mga ganitong programa. Pero kahit na ma-drama ang buhay ng mga ito, ast least tolerable pa. Hindi gaya dito sa atin na napaka-oa. Hindi mo alam kung alin ang totoo o kung nilikha na lang.
 
Siempre, hindi pa naman kumpleto yung mga kalahok. May 6 anim pa na papasok para makumpleto na. Aabangan ko na lang siguro ang mga susunod na mangyayari. :-)

Daily Conversation

Happy Weekend Everyone! ;-)
-ang magiging pagbati ko sa mga maiiwan sa office pag-alis ko pagkatapos ko itong ma-post

A greeting truly appreciated

Yeah, it was my birthday last Feb 19.  I dont get to celebrate it because there’s nobody i will celebrate it to. My family is not here so why bother celebrating it. At least I get to treat my titas for a dinner before my birthday. I am on this routine since  2001. I dont mind at all celebrating my birthday but i do mind people close to me, at least greet me. But none of these people ever remembered. Especially my friends.

And then came this msg from my inbox with these greeting

Sony Ericsson
Sony Ericsson I@birthdays
Sony Ericsson

Dear Moises Jose,

Get the serpentine! Put a bottle in the cooler! It’s your birthday today! So, Happy Birthday to you from the Sony Ericsson team and many happy returnings of the day!
Have fun!
Happy Birthday

P.S.
Is it not your birthday today? Sorry for that.
Can you please help us out here? Let’s get your personal record up-to-date straightaway, so that next time we get it right when it’s your birthday.

 

 

 

    

This put a smile on my face today. At least someone remembered that i’ve aged a year again.

CD Review: The Fray

During my off last week, I was able to listen to this band’s latest offering. This is one of the few bands that their songs made a lot of impact in me.  I am totally impressed with their album How To Save a Life. So upon knowing that they will come out with a new cd this year, i was excited especially when their first single You Found Me came out which is the best song for me of this band so far.

But all the excitement fall short. I’m not saying that the album is bad. It’s just that there’s nothing new in this album. Yeah, you get to hear new songs from them but its really nothing new. I was looking for a fresh, different sounding The Fray on this one. But all disappointments. I took time to listen again on their songs. Coz with my experience, there are times that a song was bad at the first time you hear it. But when hearing it over and over again, it will grow on you and will turn out likeable. But then, my perception did’nt change on this one. Much better if this was the album they released first rather than How To Save A Life. I could’ve rated this better.

The Fray

The Bad: It feels like you’re still listening to How to Save A life but with more tracks

Rating: 3.0 out of 5 stars

Quote for the Day

We’ll buy a lot of clothes when we don’t really need em, things we buy to cover up what’s inside
-lyrics from All Falls Down by Kanye West

James Morrison’s Enchanting Music

I never knew this guy. First, he’s not in mainstream music so never heard his music and what kind of music he’s into. Second you dont get to see his music videos played on music channels. Third, I’m really clueless about him. But had a chance listening to his current single, Broken Strings with Nelly Furtado over an fm radio. The song was just fine for me. Nothing extravagant about it but i liked it. And since all of my music are now downloaded thru my ipod, i decided to try getting that song I’ve heard. And since my ipod still has a lot of space, decided to add the songs released as official singles from his old cd, Undiscovered and the new one, Songs for You, Truths for Me.  And damn, it turned out very well for me. Imagine a crossover of John Mayer’s and James Blunt’s music and with this infusion, you’ll get this guy. His music has a  blend of soul, pop, and rock, blanketed by a vintage sound that will definitely put a smile on your face. I love You Give Me Something, Undiscovered, and the ballad Pieces Dont Fit Anymore from his first release and Please Dont Stop the Rain from his second. I’m so looking forward owning his cd’s so that I could see my take on his 2 released albums. Hopefully before the year ends, Ill have them:

Songs for You, Truths for Me

Songs for You, Truths for Me

Undiscovered

Undiscovered

Am I ready?

I had a chance meeting my old, good missed buddy Dave in Pampanga last Sunday. Reason for the visit is, it is his daughter’s baptism. Said that I needed to be there by 5pm. So i was there, exactly 4:30pm. I was surprised to know that i was one of the godfather. Not that I dont want to be a godfather of his daughter, but it’s for the reason that I want to be there in the mass proper, to witness where my godchild is being welcome in the Christian world. Thought i was just one of the guest he have that day. He said, the mass started at around 3pm. I was just in time for the reception which was held in his simple yet humble home. I should be with another friend that time but due to prior obligation, this friend wasnt able to come.

I just couldnt say no to this guy. Given what the two of us have been through, i have developed this special bond with him that he’s like a brother to me, a brother I wish could have. It all started with my second company i have worked for way back 2006. We were redundiated from that company. From that point on we were inseparable to all of the companies we were working for. A total of 4 companies where me and him are together for the last 2 years. That’s why everytime we are in a new company, it’s not hard for me to adjust to the environment since i have him, the same familiar face im used to see every working day. But then, unexpectedly he started having his family by midyear last year. Also January last year, i moved here with my present company without him. I never told him of my plans leaving our company.  Not that i dont intend in telling him, its just that my leaving was all of a sudden and that we hardly see each other that i have no time telling him since we were assisgned on different accounts. I was also ashamed of myself because i was not there during the most important moment of his life, his wedding. Sure, he invited me to his wedding but then because of my work, due to i have a shift that day, I never came. That’s why everytime he sees me after his wedding, he always make fun of me. How he jokingly tells me that ‘nagsosolo na ako” or he says that im nothing, that i dont honor my word. How I was the only person out of our circle of friends that he expects to see on his wedding. I know that he’s just making fun of me, not that he meant everything he said. For sure, jokes are half meant. But then, I always felt guilty everytime im hearing this from him, how I let this friend of mine down on that day. That’s why I made it a point that on the day where his kid will her baptism, I will be there. And I have promised him that. I dont want to let him down again. And this is the first time that i found myself loving a baby coz I hate babies. Especially when babies cry, as if the house will go down. It really irritates me. But with his, i felt different. I want to carry her, but dont know how to. There’s just something in my godchild that i really love. Perhaps its her smile, those innocent eyes how they sparkle when she smile.

Of course, that day as well was our time to catch up with what’s happening with our lives. Since there’s nothing about me to tell him, he is the one who had a lot to tell me. How he was able now to manage their water business, how life was different now that he has his own family.  Bottom line, it’s worth my effort being there. Seeing his family that day, her wife and her daughter makes me think, what will happen if I am to start my own family?

  • Will I make it?
  • Will it be hard?
  • What will my baby look like?
  • Who will be my wife?
  • Will i be a good husband?
  • Will i be a good father?

 These are the questions running to my head when i was going home. Dave have told me, having a family is hard but its worth it. Of course, you have your wife and your child with you along the way. And that you wont be alone anymore in this lonely, cruel life.

I admire him having his own family now. But for me, I dont think I’m ready yet. First, I’m not stable both financialy and emotionally. Second, I’m still on the age where I want to enjoy this freedom I have. Freedom to go wherever I want to, stay until the wee hours of night, drink til my head drops, and buy the things my heart desires.

I know that I’m aging. I just turned 25 last February. Like what my mom always tells us, her children,  that there’s a lot of things stored for us. To not rush things, how these things will fall in the right time and the right place. I agree with her. I know,  i will still meet a lot of people, how one of these people truly belongs to me and that I will feel it in my heart if i found the one and if it’s the right time to settle down. But the most important thing is, I need to find me a girl first. So that this thing will happen.

To you my friend, good luck on being a father. May you and your family will have all the good thing this life can give. And we may have more year of friendships to come

Another Lame Survivor Recap

There it go again, another recap episode form Survivor. A recap on the first 15 days of the castaways. Damn! Why do they need to do it over and over again in the middle of each season. Why dont they show it when the season is over? It really sucks especially for me since this is again one of the best seasons ever.

Anyway,  I’ll just have my hopes up again next week. Good thing also is that I have plans not to come home early today. I just cant wait seeing the 4 way alliance to conquer the game. And this is the point where the game gets dirty. I just hope that the 4 way people wont be eliminated til the merge. I’m hoping Coach or Joe will be sent home next. Just dont like them. I also hope that I can get it t right this time, that either of this 2 will be the winner. That’s:

Brendan

OR         

Taj

It really excites me thinking how this 2 will play the hidden idol. How these idols will be flushed out and who will be blindsided when they were flushe out. I’ll just keep my fingers crossed that either of them will win. Or either one of them in the finals.                                                                   

TV Shows you should try watching

The Soup. The show focuses on recaps of various pop culture and television moments of the week. The show is hosted by Joel McHale, who provides sarcastic and biting commentary on the various clips. Aired locally thru Velvet on weekdays.

Why I liked the show? Funny antics and comments of Joel. You will be updated on what’s the coolest happening on American TV.

 

The Dish. Hosted by Danielle Fishel, skewers the latest in pop culture (television, movies, magazines, celebrities, etc.) in similar fashion to  The Soup. Aired locally thru ETC

 Why I liked the show? Same thing with The Soup.

 

My Super Sweet 16. An MTVreality series documenting the lives of teenagers in the United States who usually have wealthy parents that throw huge parties for their coming of age. received its share of criticism for its portrayal of the girls as rich, spoiled brats.Though the teens are required to perform some acts that are not in their normal behavior, most of their actions are due to their personalities. Aired locally thru MTV

Why I liked the Show? You get to see how spoiled and bratty these American girls are.  

Top Design

Top Design. An American reality series where in interior designers compete to win cash and receive a spot in New York’s Designer showcases.  First season was seen  thru 2nd Avenue. Second season already came out for this show but note yet known who gets to air it locally.

 Why I liked the Show? Since i have fascination for interior designing, why not love the show.  This is the first reality series that focuses in this field.

 

 

 Iron Chef America: The Series is an American cooking show based on Fuji Television’s Iron Chef, and is the second American adaptation of the series, following the failed Iron Chef USA. Like the original Japanese program, the program is a sort of culinary game show. In each episode, a new challenger chef “battles” one of the resident “Iron Chefs” in a one-hour cooking competition based on a theme ingredient. Aired locally thru Lifestyle Network .

 Why I love the Show? You get to see famous chefs like Mario Batali, Bobby Flay, Masaharu Morimoto, and Cat Cora in live action.

 

Throwdown! With Bobby Flay. Celebrity chef Bobby Flay challenges cooks renowned for a specific dish or type of cooking to a cook-off of their signature dish. At the beginning of each show, Flay receives – via bicycle messenger – a package detailing the chef he is to compete against as well as the dish. Examples of opponents include a skilled chili maker or a famous wedding cake designer. After practicing and preparing the item in question, Flay shows up for a surprise competition (or “Throwdown”). During the competition, both chefs prepare their particular version of the dish, and both are then evaluated by local judges to determine a winner. Aired locally thru Lifestyle Network

Why I love the Show? He’s my favorite chef

 

Giada’s Weekend Getaways. The show follows chef Giada de Laurentiis around the country for “3 day weekend adventures.” The show begins Friday afternoon, as Giada arrives at her destination. She may begin with a light dinner, appetizer, and a cocktail. The bulk of the show happens on Saturday, beginning with a breakfast, some sight-seeing or activity, lunch, followed by another round of activity and finishes off with dinner, in which she goes all out, dresses up and has a night on the town. The show wraps up on Sunday with brunch and one last activity. Aired locally thru Lifestyle Network

Why I love the Show? You have a chance to explore beatifulspots in a different city and get to taste what this place has to offer.

 

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The Moment of Truth. A game show where contestants answer a series of 21 increasingly personal and embarrassing questions to receive cash prizes. Aired locally thru 2nd Avenue 

Why I like the Show? An evidence how a person is willing to go just to get to the money.

 

 Iconoclasts. A documentary show. Each episode pairs two different celebrity in politics or in showbiz with creative visionaries who discuss their lives, influences, and art. Aired locally thru Velvet

Why I love the Show? The ideas and how these people view life as a whole 

*Show description according to Wikipedia 

qoute of the day

For every piece of me that wants you, another piece backs away

-from You Give Me Something by James Morrison

My Avatar

I have at last created an avatar. My liitle sister asked me to try creating one since she already have this. After days of meticulous, detailed visualization of how i looked like, this is what i came up

Per salvare l'immagine: Tasto destro poi clicca su "Salva immagine con nome".

You could create yours too. Just go to www.faceyourmanga.com

Survivor Tocantins: Ep 9 Recap

The Forza Tribe returns from Tribal Council after blindsiding Brendan.  Tyson boasts about the deviant move, while paranoia engulfs Sierra.  “It was probably the worst night I have ever had out here,” says Sierra.  “I don’t think I’m a bad person for writing Coach’s name down, although it was a very hard choice to make,” she continues.  Sierra then tries to redeem herself by apologizing to Coach for voting for him.  Coach lashes back at her, accusing Sierra of making poor decisions.  “I knew that Sierra would want to assuage her guilt, massage it, make herself feel rationalized and justified inside.  That’s what we do when we make poor decisions in life,” Coach comments.  He then openly declares to Sierra that she will be the next to go.  “You pitted yourself against me.  Brendan pitted himself against me.  Who deserves to go next?”
THE ZEN MASTER
The next morning at Forza, Coach practices his morning Tai-Chi-like workout in the water to celebrate the victory over Brendan.  “To defeat a worthy opponent like that at this point in the game – the ‘Piece de Resistance.’  The Dragonslayer has vanquished the dragon once and for all,” says Coach.  Coach then unleashes an ear-piercing war cry.  “Over!  The battle has already been won.  Victory is mine,” he proudly proclaims.

Back on the mainland, JT feels secure in his “Warrior Alliance” with Coach, Stephen, Taj and Erinn.  “Steve and I, we’re happy with the way things are going.  We’re happy to see Sierra go next,” JT declares.  Sierra scrambles to save herself by explaining her decisions to Tyson.  Tyson is not having it, and quickly snaps hateful remarks at Sierra.  “I’m not trying to scramble, Tyson, I’m trying to explain my side so that it doesn’t look like I was the mastermind behind it,” Sierra explains.  “I don’t think you were the mastermind.   I don’t think you’re smart enough for it,” Tyson retorts.  Tyson then delivers another menacing blow to Sierra – “You’re gonna be the next to go, and you’re not gonna be able to change that.”    

REWARD CHALLENGE: SWISS CHEESE PLEASE
The Forza Tribe arrives on their colored mat as host Jeff Probst explains the rules.  The tribe will be divided into two teams of four.  Two people from each team will race out to collect a large puzzle board that has various holes cut out, then race back.  The next two tribe members will then repeat this until all four boards have been collected.  After all four boards have been collected, the teams must arrange these boards in specific interlocking slots on the ground.  Then, by rotating and flipping the boards, the teams must line up the holes to reveal seven vowels, which are located on various lettered circles hanging directly in front of the boards.  Once all seven vowels have been revealed, teams must use those vowels and the consonants provided to form a four-word phrase in order to win reward.  The winning team will be treated to a performance of capoeira, a Brazilian martial art consisting of various dance-like moves.  They will also be treated to a feast.  In addition, the winning team will choose one member from the losing team to go to Exile Island.

The red team consists of Erinn, JT, Debbie and Tyson.  The black team consists of Coach, Stephen, Taj and Sierra.  Jeff yells, “Go!” and the teams race off to retrieve their four large puzzle pieces.  Both teams are neck-and-neck as they race back-and-forth, arranging the boards in floor slots as they bring them back to the start.  Once all four boards have been collected, the two teams attempt to line the boards up in the correct order to reveal vowels.  Both teams have no luck, and race to flip and rotate the boards.  The red team is the first successful team when Erinn verifies that all of the holes reveal vowels.  The red team then begins working on their word puzzle as the black team falls behind.  “Flip that and reverse it,” Stephen directs his team as they struggle to line up their boards. The red team solves the words puzzle, which spells out, “You’ve won a feast.”  The red team wins the reward and chooses Stephen once again to go to Exile Island at the suggestion of JT.  JT’s plan is to keep his alliance in control of any possible additional hidden immunity idols.  Coach huffs that he is very disappointed to not have the opportunity to go on the reward as the elated red team leaves.

CAPOEIRA REWARD
JT, Debbie, Erinn and Tyson arrive in a small Brazilian village where an enormous feast awaits them.  The foursome immediately devours the food in front of a group of stunned Capoeira practitioners.  Debbie reflects on her life as a school principal when she sees a group of children in the village.  The Capoeira practitioners then perform a dance-like martial art form as musicians accompany the performance with traditional Brazilian instruments.  Erinn and the others soon join in by doing cartwheels and kicks, mimicking the moves of the natives.  This proves to be a mistake for those whose stomachs are still full, as Erinn becomes sick from the combination of feast and physical exertion.  “Gross!  I just threw up on my shoe,” she says.

ALL ALONE ON EXILE
While the majority of his alliance enjoys a feast, Stephen returns to Exile Island.  He opens the urn and pulls out a clue, only to find that it is an additional clue to the idol he already holds.  With the notion that he has no purpose on Exile but to sit and pass the time, Stephen does just that.  He sits and tends a fire, lies in the water, and finally lets out a frustrated scream, which echoes across the vast emptiness of the land surrounding him.

BICKERING AT CAMP
Back at the Forza camp, Sierra continues to scramble as she fights to defend her position in the game – this time, with Debbie.  “You chose the wrong action,” says Debbie.  “Who goes if not you?” she asks.  Sierra becomes agitated with Debbie’s reaction, and proceeds to tell her that the conversation is over.  “So you’re done with me?” Debbie asks.  Sierra bursts into tears and professes that there are other people in the game that are lying to Debbie, which she will soon find out when it is too late.  Erinn interjects, “Who’s the other liar?”  “No one is talking to you, Erinn,” Sierra pouts.  After much bickering with Debbie and Erinn, Sierra finally storms off away from camp.  Erinn reflects on the incident, revealing that, despite her negative feelings towards Sierra, she has to agree with her statements about other liars in the game.  “Once Sierra is no longer with us, the game will change, and I am the one that is gonna turn all of this on its head.  Guilty as charged,” admits Erinn.

ONE LAST HOPE
At the Forza camp, Sierra continues to seek an ally.  “I was never gonna hurt anyone that I really cared about,” Sierra insists to Coach.  “Given another chance I would prove that I am a good person, I am a loyal person,” she continues as tears stream down her face.  “The Samurai Warrior, if he did dishonor to himself or his family, you know what he would do?” asks Coach.  “He would fall on his sword.  Death before dishonor,” Coach preaches.  “Would I be ‘Strong Sierra’ if I did not have this conversation with you?  No.” Sierra replies.  “Would you give up, Coach, if you made the wrong choice?” Sierra implores.  Coach lowers his eyes, reflecting on the heartfelt speech.  “It kills me to have this kid here asking me to throw her a bone because she’s going through so much trials,” Coach says.  Sierra concludes that her only sure sign of hope is to win immunity in the next challenge.

IMMUNITY CHALLENGE: TOCANTINS SHUFFLE
The Forza Tribe walk in to the challenge and arrive on their colored mat as freezing heavy rain pours down on them.  Stephen returns from Exile Island and greets his tribemates.  Host Jeff Probst explains the rules of the challenge, which is a Survivor version of shuffle board.  Each person will have three pucks, and will slide their pucks across the board.  The person whose puck ends up closest to the center of the X wins immunity.  If a person feels that he or she does not need immunity, they can opt out of the challenge and eat pizza.  Stephen, JT and Coach decide to eat for the duration of the challenge while the rest prepare to compete.

As everyone shivers from the cold of the rain, the challenge is on.  Tyson sets an early mark to beat, but is quickly bumped down by Erinn.  Sierra bumps Tyson closest to the X in the second round of puck shots.  Tyson then increases his lead.  Sierra then knocks Tyson out, putting herself in the lead.  With the last shot of the game, Debbie knocks Sierra out of the lead and gets her puck closest to the X.  To Sierra’s shock and dismay, Debbie wins immunity.     

LAST CHANCE
Upon returning from the immunity challenge, Tyson and JT cheer Debbie on for her first victory.  With Tribal Council on the horizon, the Forza Tribe appears to have their mind set on voting out Sierra.  “Tonight’s Tribal Council is going to be awesome.  I hope Sierra will cry a lot,” Tyson cynically remarks.

Seeing a window of opportunity, Stephen suggests blindsiding Tyson to Taj and Erinn.  The two women agree, and Stephen adds that this might be their only shot to take out Tyson since he does not have immunity.  Stephen spreads the word to JT, who is in total compliance.  Stephen cleverly points out that, every season, someone goes on a long immunity winning streak.  If they vote out Tyson, JT can be that person.  When the rest of the tribe members reconvene, Tyson, Coach and Debbie have no clue what is in store for their close ally.  Even more on the outs is Sierra, who is convinced that she is going home.  As the sun begins to set, Coach instills the concept of trust within his “Warrior Alliance” to JT.  “I don’t know what I’m gonna do,” JT concludes.

TRIBAL COUNCIL
Brendan, the first member of the jury, arrives on the bench as Tribal Council begins.  Tyson confesses that he loves every member of his tribe except Sierra, whom he clearly is voting out.  With this, Sierra lashes out at Tyson for his constant badgering since the beginning.  Tyson arrogantly continues to make brash comments about Sierra’s character, but she snaps back undaunted.  Coach defends his method of playing a trustworthy game by stating that his word is his bond.  When Jeff Probst asks Coach why he voted out Brendan, a noble warrior, Coach promptly replies that Brendan pitted himself against Coach, which was a direct cause for his immediate departure from the game.  Coach continues to define his philosophy of being a “ravenous wolf,” in which he will vote an opponent out if he or she presents themselves as an enemy to him.  Coach’s ultimate goal is to take the best of the best with him to the end and openly expresses his complete trust and faith in JT.  With this, the Forza Tribe casts their votes, and with five out of the eight votes cast against him, Tyson is voted out of the game.  Tyson Apostol, the 29 year-old professional cyclist from Lindon, Utah, became the eighth person voted out and second member of the jury of SURVIVOR: TOCANTINS: THE BRAZILIAN HIGHLANDS.

A Letter To A Heartbreaker

I just can’t beleive what you’ve done to me. You broke and crushed my heart into pieces. After everything we’ve been through, you just ended everything like you’ve never cared. Like you don’t have any remorse of what i will feel at all. You’re the last person I can think of who will do this to me. You’ve ruined everything now.You’ve destroyed me. Thought what we had is real. I thought that you have loved me. Makes me now think that it is only me who loved you and you just loved yourself. How selfish of you to do this to me. All i feel for you right now is hatred. I really hate you. I used to say that you’re the best thing that happened to me, but now, the way im feeling is totally different. You’re like a nightmare that im glad i have awoke to, and not fall to my death. Yeah, you can say im cursing you and its true because you deserve it. I can not think anymore of the happy, good moments i had with you. When i’m mad at a person, i’ll usually think of the good things that person shared and gave me but with you i cant think any of it now. Coz I know, none of those moments are real. You have just faked it all this time. Im just hoping i can move on from you. I deserve better than you. If you are sorry and asking for forgiveness, its to much to ask right now. And I am not God to forgive you right away. It will take long time for me to heal because you cut me so deep, so deep that i still feel the hurt down to my spine. From now on, i dont want to do anything with you anymore. So f**k off from me now

What will I do now?

Ano ba karaniwang ginagawa ng isang heartbroken na tao? This is my frist time to experience a heartbreak and i dont’t like im feeling. Unang una, hindi ako mkatulog ng maayos. Lagi kong naiiisip lahat ng mga pinagsamahan namin. Pangalawa, hindi ako makakain ng maayos. Para bang sa hirap na nararamdamn ko, lagi akong busog. Pangatlo, lagi kang iiyak. Pero hanggang kailan ba matatapos ang pag-iyak ng tao sa pagibig. Sana may gamot na puwede kang mainom para makalimutan ang lahat. Pang-apat at ang pinakamasakit ay nag-iisa ka na lang. Mag-isa kang lalakad, mamamasyal sa mall, manuod ng sine at uminom ng alak na nag-iisa. Wala na ring mag-aalala para sa yo kung nakakain ka na ba o kung nakauwi ka na. Talagang ang hirap. Lalo na ngayon at nami-miss ko na siya.

But on the bright side, this made me wiser now next time i’ll fall in love.  And i know what to look for. And hopeful that somebody in this world will find me. Sabi nga ng shout out ko sa friendster: “I’m not lost, just undiscovered” ;0)

Sabi ng mga tao, you have to keep yourself busy para hindi mo siya maisip. Pero ano na ba ang mga gagawin ko ngayon na wala na akong lovelife? Eto ang mga naisip kong gawin:

  • Maglinis ng aking kwarto. Matagal tagal na din kasi akong hind nakakapaglinis, general cleaning kumbaga. I can also start painting my room. Luma na kse kulay ng kwarto ko eh. Siguro pag-iisispan ko pa kung anong kulay ang nababagay
  • Maglaro ng ps2. Alam ko old school na ang console ko, pero madami pa kasi akong mga laro na hindi pa natatapos at nalalaro. Ito na siguro ang magandang time na tapusin ko na lahat ng mga laro.
  • Manood ng dvd. Marami na rin akong mga movie na napalagpas sa sinehan. Kaya bumibili na lang ako ng pirated dvd’s. Kaya yun, hindi ko na rin napapanood. Siguro, mga 10 yun kaya sisimulan ko na ring panuorin
  •  Tapusin ang season ng mga tv shows. Smallville, Supernatural, Prisonbreak, Lost. Ilang season na rin ang mga hindi ko napanood sa mga shows na ito.
  • Magdamagang toma. Ngayong single na ako, makakabawi na rin ako sa mga pagkakautang sa mga tropa ko ng inom. Ala-cinderella kse ako. Siempre gawa ng may curfew ang oras mo dahil you are on a relationship and you just want to be obedient to what youre beloved half is asking. Ngayon, pwede na akong magbabad hanggang umaga, hanggang tumawag na ako ng uwak
  • Lumabas kasama ng mga kaibigan. Siyempre, time na rin ito para makasama ako sa lakd ng mga classmate ko nung elementary at college. Lagi ko kse silang ini-indyan sa mga lakaran eh. Tiyak, butas na naman bulsa ko sa lakad na ito
  • Spend time with my sister. A great time for me and my little sister to bond. Since she’ll be staying here in manila for good, we can spend quality time together. Siya na lang ang aayain kong kumain sa labas, manuod ng sine at mamasyal.
  • Mag-enroll sa gym. Pinaka-magandang naisip ko na gagawin. Yun nga lang, wala pa akong credit card kaya hindi pa ako maka-enroll. Yun kse ang pinaka requirement nung gym club na gusto kong enroll-an. Once im enrolled, i know i can benefit from it healthwise. Saka para tumaba na din ako
  • To take care of Ollie. Siya ang bago naming pet dog sa bahay. Siya na lng ang gagawin kong baby. I will cuddle him in my arms and give him love most dogs didnt have from their master.

The Newest Baby In Our House

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His name is Oliver a.k.a Olie. The name was derived from the character of Ashton Kutcher in the movie A Lot Like Love. He was being adopted to us by our Auntie Eva to my sister (her adoptive mama) who adored and loved him so much. More likely, im his tito.  He’s less than a month old when he was given to us. Don’t even ask me what is his breed cuz i definitely dont have ant idea. You can say that he’s an “askal”, but then this pup is far better than his breed for us.

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During his first night with us, my mother told me that she have’nt slept at all because this dog won’t stop crying. Thank God I was somewhere else drinking my heart out with booze during a team building. Cuz if i were at home that night, I swear, i could have strangled this pup (peace out li’l sis);-). I am just joking. Of course not, it’s just that i will definitely be pissed. But given the fact that he will be forever gone away from his mom and siblings, who else won’t cry. But now, they’re all having goodnight sleep since Olie is now used to his new found home.

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One thing I hate though about him is that he is now slowly becoming his mother, adopting the same attitude of his mother Yen. Saying goes, an apple will definitely fall out from an apple tree.  Quick story about Yen. I totally hate her. She’s not nice to me. I tried to be nice to her by giving her food everytime I am at my aunt’s house, tried to give her the caress and human touch a pet needs, but to no avail, she was not receptive. The only master that this dog knows is my auntie Eva and Badong, my aunt’s youngest son. That dog is a real diva. I always tell my aunt that her pet has a major attitude problem and my aunt will just laugh at me. That’s all i can say about Olie’s mom. I know its too early to tell but hopefully when he grows up, he is different than his mom.

 

Tito Jomoi and Olie

Tito Jomoi and Olie

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